Thursday 17 November 2016

A Message on the 17th Anniversary


Today, the 17th day of November, 2016, marks the 17th Anniversary of my company, Softegic Systems Management Sdn Bhd, in business operations.

17 years ago, I did not really give much deliberation on business plan as taught in the business textbooks when I made such a profound decision in my career development pathway in 1999. I simply felt that I should do something at my very own ways to pursue the aspiration of propelling a better adoption and deployment of information systems for strategic value proposition in ever increasing competitive business environment. Hence, I registered a RM 2 company together with my late father, bought a PC, a desk, a chair, a printer, a fax machine, rented half of an office behind Pacific Mall in Butterworth, and started looking for software development business and delivered alone.

In retrospective, there are two major milestones that I must put on record.

First, in 2002 I came to a system deliverable dispute with a PLC in Bukit Tengah resulting the outstanding sum of payment worth RM180K not being paid. At the same period, a staff of mine whom I sent to Shanghai for a software development task had screwed up my project that worth RM100K. The incidents had seriously jeopardized the survival and business continuity of my company. With no other alternative, I was compelled to retrench all staffs and leave me alone for a period of three years. In 2004, I had managed to convince Universiti Sains Malaysia (USM) to collaborate on a “Localized Balanced Scorecard” software R&D project via one of the grants from MOSTI where I submitted 3 research elements; (1) the KPI content together with leading-lagging relationship for selected strategies in Malaysian context, (2) the introduction of Regression Analysis to validate the KPIs relationships defined, (3) the introduction of constraints into the methodology of Balanced Scorecard via the application of Simplex Algorithm in optimization computation. The representatives of USM were Professor Dato’ Daing Nasir (present Vice Chancellor of Universiti Malaysia Pahang) and Professor Dato’ Yuserrie Zainuddin, (present Deputy Vice Chancellor of Universiti Malaysia Pahang) where the team of MOSTI grant panel assessors consists of 3 professors form UTM, 1 professor from UM and 1 professor form UPM, of which present Deputy Vice Chancellor of UTM, Professor Dr. Rose Alinda was one of them. Resulted from such collaboration, I was invited by Dr. TW Sam of USAINS (the commercial arm of USM) to setup operation office in the campus of USM, rightly next to the office of USAINS, in 2006. This series of development had undoubtedly lifted our strategic presence in market battlefield.

Second, from 2009 to 2011 I was engaged by MIMOS, Malaysia’s national ICT arm, as a consultant to one of its national projects on manufacturing-based supply chain solution. This engagement subsequently opened up doors for me to liaise with a number of government ministries and agencies for the sake of national interests. Such experiences have well served as an invaluable asset to further connecting with a few government bodies of the People’s Republic of China where I can contribute my know-hows and play a very small role in its world famous initiative known as Made in China 2025, a Chinese version of Industry 4.0 to propel smart manufacturing ecosystem transformation. This has undoubtedly reinforced our presence in the China’s market and thus gained eye-opening experiences in the-state-of-the-art technologies which hardly can find in Malaysia.

Be that as it may, 17 years of development journey is not short. I am not sure if I can have another 17 years, but what I can pretty sure is that, as far as I am still here, I shall continue doing the best although knowing that my personal capability is of tiny.


May I request the God to guide me continue to be courageous, persistent and tapping into opportunities come before me.

Monday 19 September 2016

《天涯咫尺》-- 写在爸爸的百日祭


2016年9月19日标志着爸爸往生的第100天。回想起5月23日上午11时许,我人在台北接获哥哥捎来WhatApp信息说,爸爸又进医院了。我回问:情况严重吗?哥哥答复:如同以往,没有食欲、体弱。这是爸爸往生前最后一次进医院。

我24日午夜返抵槟城,25日上午抵达医院,就如哥哥所说的,爸爸体弱没食欲,但依旧可以在护士的协助下勉力坐起来,到浴间梳洗。然而,尽管接受治疗,随后的几天健康状况节节败退,医生也坦白地向妈妈和老婆说明,再接受治疗已没效果。31日,哥哥和四叔决定通知定居在加拿大的叔叔和姑姑们,五叔在接获消息的第3天,就启程飞来槟城。我们也开始对爸妈老家的左邻右舍和爸爸的老朋友道明状况,堂妹一家也过来帮忙清洗爸妈老家,以为接爸爸回来做准备。

把时间再往前移到2013年年初,哥哥发现爸爸日常作业异常爱睡,劝告爸爸去验血。经验血,报告呈现血小板指数低于最低指标,随后服药再验,换药再验,再换药再验,每四、五天就要抽血来验,而检验结果总是血小板指数上下波动,不能稳定在至少最低指标,且还常一再下滑至非常低而须直接输入血小板填补。本身是外科专科医生的哥哥心里有数,把爸爸转介给鹰阁医院的血液专科医生。经抽取骨髓送往新加坡检验,确诊爸爸患上一种不常见的慢性血癌。此后,爸爸就开展了为时约3年的治疗过程;在化疗、验血、输入血小板和红血球、感染、入院、注射抗生素、出院中循环,妈妈成了最佳陪伴,妈妈常盛赞爸爸是个很好照顾的病患。与此同时,哥哥也和在美国任职血液专科医生的堂妹互动深入了解这一病疾,按哥哥的说法,无法治愈只能拖延,会变成急性白血病。

把时间拉回到2016年6月11日上午9时许,哥哥来电告知爸爸情况危急,准备接送爸爸回老家。上午11时我抵达医院,许多近亲已经在场,护士也为爸爸套上氧气袋,尽管处在弥留状态,爸爸的神智还算清楚。中午1时,哥哥的朋友宝誉堂住持开尊法师前来为爸爸作出临终前开示,尔后开始了由家人近亲连绵不断的南无阿弥陀佛佛号助念,至第二天的凌晨4时半,历时14小时。在开尊法师的指导下,我们逐一向爸爸道谢,感谢爸爸的教养,而五叔对爸爸追忆儿时跟爸爸的互动的那一番话,无不让人动容潸然泪下。哥哥按佛教指导,请示爸爸是否要回老家还是在医院,爸爸却选择了医院,大伙因此决定依照爸爸的意思。晚间,慈济功德会的两名师兄师姐也前来助念,师姐藉由长生学协助爸爸早登极乐。

6月12日午夜12时半,我载送妈妈回哥哥的公寓拿些物件,约1时3刻回到医院病房,哥哥也随即离开病房去处理一些事务,留下二姐和我继续南无阿弥陀佛佛号助念。其时,爸爸的呼吸节奏虽然间隔时段稍长一点,但是相当稳定。到了午夜2时,爸爸的呼吸节奏间隔时段突然变得好长,约10秒一轮,我和二姐面面相观,我急急电招哥哥回病房,二姐也急急通知护士,此时妈妈也刚从浴间出来。妈妈好棒,没有惊慌,继续双手合十南无阿弥陀佛佛号助念,目送老伴至最后一口气,真正贯彻了“死生契阔,与子相悦;执子之手,与子偕老。”

爸爸的呼吸节奏间隔时段继续愈来愈长,护士前来把指头脉搏跳动探测器换去接驳心脏跳动探测器,就如影剧一样,我们继续双手合十南无阿弥陀佛佛号助念的同时,看着心脏跳动指示表上的跳动率愈来愈弱,愈来愈慢,直至成为平行线。从我和二姐面面相观到心脏跳动指示表成为平行线,只有区区的约20分钟。

2016年6月12日午夜2时18分,爸爸与世长辞。

而今,爸爸的骨灰就安奉在离我办事处不及一公里之遥的佛寺,每每从第21楼办事处通过落地窗望出,还是步出落地窗外的阳台望向佛寺,感觉上爸爸就在那不远之处,可是又那么遥远不可及,这确是天涯咫尺实例。若问还有什么要对爸爸说,我想除了谢谢,还是谢谢!

Wednesday 23 March 2016

A Helpless Self-mumbling

The widespread fake TIME cover page photo over Facebook in the couple of days has prompted me to pen down some thoughts.

[My Question]: Is corruption the major factor contributing to the decline of Malaysia’s competition in global battlefield?

I am afraid that it is not. One theory has suggested that the development of Malaysia has stopped or has only made very little progress since Anwar was sacked as DPM in 1998. The political chaos has since then never taken a pause, and thus the agendas towards economic and industrial development have not received adequate attention and the energy of Rakyat has focused on political episodes and solidarity instead of endeavouring towards national buildings.

18-year has elapsed, and yet we are still unable to jump out from this unpleasant eddy. A period of 18 years is more than enough to distort our positive attitude to a mind-set of accusation, blaming, short-sighted, and rigidity. Nationalism has lost its purity because it has been injected with politically toxic substance.        

One material fact that we must take into account is:

While we admire the economic and industrial development of the People’s Republic of China has been exponentially progressed, we are equally aware of the extent of corruption in China is perhaps worse than Malaysia. But then, how come China’s economic, industrial and technological development can take the speed of rocket launching? Shouldn’t be some other driving forces to propel towards such great and historic achievements?    


Comparing the two countries; Malaysia and China, I would make a simple conclusion that, despite corruption is a phenomenon that we hate to see and feel, neither is it a sole nor major obstacle towards national economic and industry development. The outstanding achievement of the People’s Republic of China is self-explanatory.